Archive for May, 2011

Panic! at the Disco – Ready to Go [w/ lyrics]

Ah, ah, ah 

Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 

You've got these little things, 
That you've been running from. 
You either love it or guess you don't. 
You're such a pretty thing, 
To be running from anyone. 
A vision with nowhere to go. 

So tell me right now, 
You think you're ready for it? 
I wanna know why you got me going 
So let's go, We'll take it out of here. 
I think I'm ready to leap. 

I'm ready to live, 
I'm ready to go-oh oh oh 
(Get me out of my mind) 
(Get me out of my mind) 
I'm ready to go-oh-oh-oh 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 

You've got these little things 
You wanted something for 'em. 
You'll either get it or guess you won't. 
What does it really mean to get nothing from anyone? 
There's a million ways it could go. 

So tell me right now, 
You think you're ready for it? 
I wanna know why you got me going 
So let's go, We'll take it out of here. 
I think I'm ready to leap, I'm ready to live 


I'm ready to go-oh oh oh 
(Get me out of my mind) 
(Get me out of my mind) 
I'm ready to go-oh-oh-oh 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 

(Ooooh) 
(Ooooh) 

I think I'm ready, I think I know I'm ready 
I know, I think I'm ready, I think I know I'm ready 
I know, I think I'm ready, I think I know I'm ready 
I know, I think I'm ready, I think I know I'm ready 

I'm ready to go-oh-oh-oh 
(Get me out of my mind) 
(Get me out of my mind) 
I'm ready to go-oh-oh-oh 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 

I'm ready to go-oh-oh-oh 
(Get me out of my mind) 
(Get me out of my mind) 
(I think I'm ready, I think I know I'm ready, I know I think I'm ready...) 

I'm ready to go-oh-oh-oh 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh 

I'm ready to go-oh-oh-oh 
(Get me out of my mind) 
(Get me out of my mind) 

I'm ready to go 
Oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-a-oh-oh

// another awesome song from PATD, and another awesome music video! I think it's 
my favorite yet! :) i love the Grease scene. Brendon looks so hot. 
But for some reason,
I can see Darren Criss in some angles. :)

Lady Gaga – Judas [w/ lyrics]

Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas GaGa
Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas GaGa

[Lady GaGa - Verse 1]
When he comes to me, I am ready
I'll wash his feet with my hair if he needs
Forgive him when his tongue lies through his brain
Even after three times, he betrays me
I'll bring him down, bring him down, down
A king with no crown, king with no crown


[Chorus]
I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas GaGa

[Lady GaGa - Verse 2]
I couldn't love a man so purely
Even darkness forgave his crooked way
I've learned love is like a brick, you can
Build a house or sink a dead body
I'll bring him down, bring him down, down
A king with no crown, king with no crown

[Chorus]
I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
EW


[Bridge]
In the most Biblical sense,
I am beyond repentance
Fame hooker, prostitute wench, vomits her mind
But in the cultural sense
I just speak in future tense
Judas kiss me if offensed,
Or wear ear condom next time
I wanna love you,
But something's pulling me away from you
Jesus is my virtue,
Judas is the demon I cling to
I cling to

[Chorus]
I'm just a Holy fooll, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo
I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas GAGA
Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas Juda-a-a, Judas GAGA


// honestly, I love this song! and i don't think it's a song about Judas 
the apostle. According to wiki, "Judas" is a dance song that speaks of 
a woman in love with a man who betrays her while simultaneously embodying 
things that have haunted her in the past, thus representing something 
that was bad for her – something she could not escape. And for 
goodness' sakes! Just a look at the lyrics, you'll see it's about love and 
betrayal, not some sort of blasphemy thingy. Although the video is quite
obvious about the characters of Jesus, Judas and Magdalene, it's still something. :)

Being an optimist can be TOO TIRING.

just as the title says, I just realized some bad news about being optimistic. As you listen to Paramore’s For a Pessimist, I’m Pretty Optimistic, I’ll explain some realizations that I just realized a few hours ago (oh, the redundancy!).

BOO BOO

First of all, these are NOT FACTS. they are just pure… for the lack of a better word, realizations. I’m feeling pretty down and negative at the moment, so I’m just full of negative thoughts right now.

To start it off, let me tell you about myself. For a few years, I have always been little miss optimistic. I prefer it that way because there’s less stress, and stress is my number one enemy. being optimistic opens your mind to new challenges and the thought of it just thrills me. People look up to me as a source of strength and for some reason, for decent advice about anything (usually about love and fashion). Plus, being optimistic has a lot of health benefits: your immune system’s better, you look younger and many more.

However, what makes being an optimist tiring is the fact that once your reputation as one is already established at being such, there’s this pressure that you have to be always like that. Most people expect you to always be at your best and that you’re always happy.

For the past few months, I have been just forcing myself to be happy. At school, I laugh or smile when I feel like it. But most of the time, usually when I’m on my own, I start frowning again. Being an optimist is becoming more of a facade to me, than a personality or characteristic. I now worry about the simplest things: I need to regain my teachers’ trust (although I doubt if that would ever happen), I need to make new friends in order to learn more, and I am actually thinking about my future. I have always thought about my future, but now, I see it clearer than ever, and I’m quite happy about it. What’s stressing me is HOW to be what I envision to be. I am at a loss on what steps to take in order to become the career woman that I always knew I would be.

Then there’s the need to establish trust in my teachers. My new set of teachers now are the sweetest and most understanding and compassionate people I have ever met. But I need them to see me more than that. I need to be like what I was before. I need the grades. I need them to believe that I am more than what I have done in my past program. I need to be better. But in my current class, how can I be better when just making myself stand out is already so different? I feel that this particular professor does not approve of me much. Plus, she knows my other classmates and it is both our first time talking to each other. What scares the hell out of me is that I heard she gives quite low grades, and at the moment, I don’t like my class standing. I swore to myself and to my parents that I will ace this program. I have to have decent grades for my majors. I NEED TO RECEIVE LATIN HONORS BY GRADUATION.

Well, I guess I have to stop ranting now. People might read this.

In the past few months, I kept encountering small problems that, once turned into unforgettable memories, are becomes food for my pessimism. My optimism is tired out. The many years of sarcasm, irony, sassiness, bitterness and sadness that I have all kept inside are about to burst. I just have so many things on my mind at the moment. I think it’s time to let it all out.

WELCOME NEGATIVITY.

I think it’s also time to wallow in self-pity in order to assess myself. It’s not a healthy method, but this is what works for me. It is only I who can degrade myself and no one else.

At the moment:

I don’t want to socialize with people, that also means meeting anyone new and going online to just chat with people.

I don’t want to eat anything. It’s true that another reason for this is because I have gained weight but I guess it’s just better to degrade yourself than eat. Eating is something comforting, and comforting makes you feel good, thus boosting my optimism.

I would prefer to just be in my own world. In line with degrading myself, I prefer going and doing my 500% stress-free world. In there, I feel on top of the world. It’s a twisted feeling, I know. I need to degrade myself, and at the same time, I escape for happiness in my own world.

I just want to CRITICIZE everyone that comes my way. From fashion to facial hair to hair length to shoe size.. everything! I just want to be angry with other people since it has been a VERY LONG time since I exploded.

I miss exploding.

Being optimistic requires you to have some sense of hope, and I just don’t have it at the moment. I’m feeling really low right now, and I’m treasuring it.

I guess I really need to put my being the happy-go-lucky on hold, and just be my true pessimist self. 😐

Hopefully, i can go back into the world of acting. 😐